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lack of activity and a little rant.

Mon Apr 6, 2009, 8:30 PM
The reason I have a lack of activity is because school even on spring break is ruling my life, also, games seem to control me... perhaps I'm addicted, but that's fine right? any who, I feel like I'm trying to make up for something, an emptiness inside me and as I ponder what that viod is, I remember... a friend of mine is not talking to me, and this person has good reason to... anywho I don't want to get into details.
If one hasn't figured out that this is raw thoughts on paper..er... screen this is what it is, and that is why it is a rant, I almost feel odd writing this, shivers going up and down my spine reviling myself like so. Though, the paradox is that if I dont feel good about it then why do I do it? That will remain a enigma because I also feel good for letting my emotions out. If you have read this far I thank you. That means you take the time to read about how I'm feeling, and I appreciate that very much...
Other things are that I have had a taste of what work feels like, I'm helping my mom with her job by driving her around and in turn get more hours towards my lenience. at the end of this month I should be ready to take that test and be on my way to parts unknown. Finally free, I will... enjoy this time because after high school and school in general free time dwindles to a halt.. or for so I'm told.
As you can tell this is a rant... in a way...
Anywho, I got a cellphone now. my first phone, heh, it feels strange having one. all well.
Sometimes I wish life could stand still if only a moment when I need it but it does not and my rest does not come, but when it does it alwayse feels like it is cut short and or I am lazy... very freaking lazy. I cant tell.

anyway, I thank you for reading all the way though this confusing mess of text.
your friend
Blue

  • Mood: Gloomy

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:iconjargon1993:
Most of the new journals you write always contains rants and life stuff. Im not saying its a bad thing, im saying your doing the good thing to let it all out instead of keeping it to your self... And yes somtimes i too wish the good parts in life would just slow down a bit... This is a sign that i read your whole jornal :hug:

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:iconomniface:
In reponse to when you said "games seem to control me... perhaps I'm addicted" well i say at least your addicted to game and not drugs or stuff like that is what i say.
:iconspyrofanatic42:
^v^ CELLPHONES!!!

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:iconshaprite:
I'm having some badthings, too. *nuzzle*

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:iconbravo22:
It seems we may need to have a long discussion aboot the things you have mentioned :)
See if I can help with any of them.

If you pass yer driving test I'll be half pleased for you and half annoyed at myself. (I'll tell ya later)

Also it's *licence

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Summon the Sisu! Summon the Speed!
:iconblackzerowolfx:
I'll call you tonight and we can discuss this if you wish.

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:iconjeremy-wulfhusk:
it's *license...lol

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:iconbravo22:
*licence

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:iconbluedragon012:
gosh dang it my speeling =.. meh as the thing said this is raw thoughts on screen.

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*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
Pi = 3.14159265358979323846264338327950288419716939937
Mon May 18, 2009, 1:14 PM
*bluedragon012:iconbluedragon012:
that sounds farmilar.
Tue Feb 24, 2009, 4:53 AM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
*:boogie: :D
Tue Jan 20, 2009, 11:09 AM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
:boogie: Dance to the f***ing beat! :boogie
Tue Jan 20, 2009, 11:08 AM
=Paskiewicz:iconPaskiewicz:
*glomps your tail* Hey, Blue! <3
Tue Jan 20, 2009, 8:48 AM
*bluedragon012:iconbluedragon012:
yes bow before me my minons.
Sun Jan 4, 2009, 6:59 PM
~LycanNinja:iconLycanNinja:
ALL HAIL BLUE! -bows-
Wed Dec 17, 2008, 8:35 PM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
:boogie::dance:SPREAD THE JOY!!!!!!:boogie::dance:
Mon Dec 15, 2008, 8:24 AM
~Striped-Flames:iconStriped-Flames:
:( Poor Blue-chan... I hope things go better for you hun. :hug:
Fri Nov 28, 2008, 2:52 PM
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Pie = 3.14159! =P
Sat Nov 8, 2008, 2:34 AM
~SpyroFanatic42:iconSpyroFanatic42:
SORRY BLUE!
Fri Nov 7, 2008, 12:09 PM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
Same here.... maybe together we can do it!
Sun Oct 19, 2008, 4:25 PM
~BlackZeroWolfX:iconBlackZeroWolfX:
Driving skills...I have very little.
Sun Oct 19, 2008, 11:36 AM
~cuepupkat:iconcuepupkat:
OMG yaoi...
Sun Oct 12, 2008, 7:36 PM
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Iz this aa pie factory c: ???
Thu Oct 2, 2008, 11:45 PM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
THIS IS MY INDOOR VOICE!!!!! my outdoor voice is quite pleasent :)
Wed Sep 10, 2008, 8:46 AM
~BlackZeroWolfX:iconBlackZeroWolfX:
Quit shouting and use your indoor voice.
Mon Aug 25, 2008, 6:27 PM
~YoshiMax:iconYoshiMax:
IMMA GONNA SHOUT TOOOOO!!!11!1!!
Tue Aug 19, 2008, 11:17 PM
*Bravo22:iconBravo22:
I SHOUT ON IT TOOOOO!!!!!! RAR! Snipey!
Sat Jul 12, 2008, 12:13 PM
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I shout on my own jurnal hahahahahahahaha
Fri Jun 27, 2008, 12:26 PM

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